Inside my head (Oh my! Run away! I warned you! O_o etc.)... This is my old stuff...enjoy

I will

If hate comes down on me again

I will step into the line of fire again

If my family still screams perfect

I will shoulder their hideous glares

If I only hear about people living life

I will still listen

If the fire in peoples’ eyes fades out

I will still look them in the eye

If love has long since past us by

I will still dream of a time it would have worked

My resolve doesn’t want your hate

Your pity

Or your help

This resolve is for me to keep

As the most potent real hope I have

I don’t want to stop here

I really need to put a warning sign on this blog... I really do, eat alot of chocolate after this and go to a happy place hehehehe